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Tuesday Night, 21/05/13

Noon,

After class and brunch, I went to KLCC with my classmates, Kelly Worm and Syna.

This Blog, I havent updated for a long time, because I felt empty, moody and the complicated feelings .

The tough life

Sometimes, I really didnt know what i was doing

confusing

was that the way i chose ? i walking ? what purpose ? what are the important things inside my heart ?

Am I wrong ? how ?

what my mind is thinking now, lack of confident

Its too many things were happening in this few months

my feeling, really sad, upset, and helpless, despair

In the first sem break, I underwent so many frustrations.

[ tired ] [ give up ]

nobody understands

nobody helps

but, it doesnt matter, because i still have my intimate friends in college who are Kelly and Alex.

now im in sem 2 year 1,

looking back, i wonder how i go through those feelings before until now  ?

who encouraged  me ? nope

scolding ? yes , I got many.

suffering and tiring, not because im only one, just because it relates my family.

I can smile not because im perfunctory

its because i understand

I cry not because i want

its I endure for a long time

Im strong because i know my weakness

I laugh because I have sadness.

Im not a cheerful person but i wish to be.

hope is light,

What Im feeling when the lights are extinct gradually ?

however,

HOPE, hold on, pain ends

Finally, Im at The One Academy for further study,

Im precious it and I thankful for my parents , really touching

what i happened in this few month, i will not forget

thanks, my friends Kelly and Alex too .

and im strongly agree what my friend Alvin tweet in twitter,

[ I learned by myself that i hope i wont give any people pull me down.
I didnt expect anything but dont say i didnt try my best, i have tried. ]

ya, i have tried, but u never seen my tries.

i will keep it up.

concentrate in study everyday.



p/s, [ if some of my friends see this post, please dont ask me anything about this post, this is the reason why I havent updated for my blog a long time. ]

Thanks for cooperation.